when your darkness clouds your brain its hard to see light...

sometimes you dont remember your sunshine you once saw...

as you slowly fall deeper into darkness you remember all the hate and fear that gets thicker and thicker inside your brain...

when you see light trying to come through you close the curtains and focus in falling deeper and deeper in thought with hate and fear...

as my cat comes to lay on my lap as i sit in my chair with deep thought, i forget the world and… Continue

you slowly except who you are...

do you still wish something else at different times??

sometimes but not always....

you have favorites about yourself, on how you see the world..

on how you experience the world...

i want to see more- i tell myself that quite often!!

how can you see more with not enought money or intelligence on how to get around...

whats really stopping you though??

i want to see more..

i want to breath different air..

i want to… Continue

i love the fact that you can escape reality. i love where you slip into a world of magic...its nothing but excitement. the first bus ride to the park i get butterflies in my stomach. when you pull up to whatever park in walt disney world even though you have been there before, you still dont know what to expect. when you push your way through the metal thats keeping you from officially being inside the park, you butterflies turn to excitment. as you walk faster to see the people with smile on… Continue

So good times in a different area in NM. we did go hiking and it was so fun!! there are never any trails and the grass and everything are up to your knees. just for the first 10min. you have to crawl through barb wire fences to get to the other side, which we did about 3 or 4 times. but its such a small town that everyone knows everyone so they dont mind you cut through there land to get to the beautiful hiking area. i just love it. no trails, no maps, you just follow the trees and cactus. you… Continue

im going to be hiking in la jara such beautiful amazing land. maybe hike for 2hrs, because you never want to stop. you smell the sage and look at the wild horses and it so nice to get away from busy albuquerque!!